sians.
realised that.
i just cant fufil what i had promised.
i didnt do what i wanted to last weekend /:
im sad D;
nothing has gone well in my life.
nothing will ever go well in my life.
i dont even know why did i even study.
i dont have dreams.
or even a single dream.
other people think great, and far.
what they want to be,
what they want to do when they're older.
i dont know what i want to be,
what i want to do.
either i am afraid, or i think its impossible.
yea,
my life is so impossible.
hm.
well.
lets stop the stupid crap talk.
umh.
though im so damnny useless.
i hope nothing will change (:
i will pray,
everything shall remain the same ((:
HAHAHA.
fine.
i go revise hist le baaahhhh.
apparently,
what the $#%%$^%&^&*&^*%$%
is the teacher teaching.
is she even teaching.
why i still dont understand a single of %^%$##?!
lol.
revisereviserevise!
i still feel guilty \:
i didnt want that afterall \: