you must do your best, in order to be the best.

hais.
today is such a bad bad day.
ohyea.
it's real bad.
i cant imagine if everyday of mine is like that.
if it is,
what's the point of living.

went to cca.
coach talked to us.
he said he wanna disband relay of every div.
ok.
this is so damn sad.
at the beginning of last year,
i dont really give a damn for my cca.
it's like.
ohyea.
run lor.
run lor.
run for myself lor.
it's like run for myself NIA.
like cann win liddat.
so very suibian.
at the end,
theres a relay team for us.
well.
run lor.
if dontwant,
still need what.
so run jiu run.
but seeing everyone working so hard for the team.
well.
im must also.
monkey see monkey do.
even though im a polar bear that can fly.
hais.
but well,
really improve alot.
alot alot :D
im like.
wow.
i didnt know that i can runn a 14.8sec 100m.
finee.
it's all because of my teammatess.
BUT NOW.
dammnit.
coach wanna us to focus on indiv.
do you think i caan?
it's like.
N-O?
i'll never ever improve myself.
except for mousehunt, audi and maple lah -.-
so now.
gah.

this year nats went in semi.
i was kinddah hoping.
nevermind.
we still have two years.
two years for one medal.
but now.
dreams are crashed.
so what's the use of dreaming.
why should i even go for cca.
relay is..
it's like the only thing that makes me to go to cca,,
hais.
maybe.
if we work hard this year.
towards december.
we can form a relay team, again.
if everyone can run around 14.5sec

i wanna do my best.
i wanna reach the sky.

lols.
HEY.
its good to have dreams!
having dreams are like havingg hope.
HAVING HOPE IS LIKE LIVING YOUR LIFE WITH PURPOSE.
it's very important.
well.
i suppose i live to run; i run to live.
hais.
really.
this is killing me.
im like feeling so #@#$!@#!@
that i dontknow how to describee.
its just like.
i feel like killing my coach.
BUT I CANT.
i wan my relay team.
relay relay relay <3
uhoh.
lets work hard.


hello clement choo.
can you see you.
uhhhh
lols.